in my family i’m the ‘computer whiz’ cause i understand that when u open a new window the previous one isn’t gone 

(Source: bekn)

I am grade 12 student who has just recently graduated. You might call me accomplished, and in a way, I am, but not in the way you’d think. 12 years of pouring over text books and being lined up to be judged in front of my peers has not made me any more intelligent. I can tell you the first 45 digits of Pi and I can explain to you the difference between an acid and a base, I can recite the Pythagorean Theorem in my sleep, I will recite lines out of a textbook like they are a religion. But I cannot tell you the value of security, or of kindness. The distinct contrast between personal health and personal gain. I can tell you in grade 10 four of my classmates attempted to take their own lives before finals. I can tell you our counsellors office is always booked. I can tell you how when I didn’t understand something in AP Chemistry my teacher asked me to leave if I could not participate in his class. I merely asked him to explain a question. Instead of doing his job and teaching, he told me to leave. Told me I was not good enough to be there. Mistakes are viewed as failure in these hallways. A wrong answer is a sin you must atone to, not a human error, but a flaw so grand it defines your entire life course. There is no “average” here. We all must exceed expectations. Do your parents know that a grade that is considered average is a “C”? When I got a C in fourth grade my parents grounded me for a month. They said I was lazy and stupid and incompetent and that I’d better smarten up and stop fooling around. I never fooled around. I am driven by a deep need to impress others. I never fool around. I worked and worked and worked, with a deep hollow of anxiety in my chest. I have never been good at History, but I worked and worked and I attained at best a low B. It was not good enough. It is not said but we are expected to put our education before our personal health. It is not asked of us, but it is what we must do to achieve what we are asked to achieve. Our teachers will tell you, “Oh, I only give them one hour of homework each night.” Which is essentially true, each of my five teachers only gives me one to two hours of homework each night. Hmm, that adds up to 5-10 hours of homework, and overdue classwork, and projects. Say goodbye to sleep, say goodbye to feeling calm. I’ve developed a deep rooted anxiety disorder due to school and perfectionistic tendencies. Even when you get 100 percent on an assignment they still criticise you, it is never good enough. One slip, and you are in deep deep trouble. I can tell you that 90 percent of us try our hardest, and our teachers and parents stand in the sidelines, screaming, “You can do better than that!”

Why I say our education system is flawed (via moaka)

So true…

(Source: perfect-delusions)

titenoute:

zankyger:

titenoute:

I case someone want to experiment what real terror is go here it’s in english.

WHY WOULD YOU SOURCE THAT.

BECAUSE IM AN EVIL ASSHAT WIZARD THATS WHY

titenoute:

zankyger:

titenoute:

I case someone want to experiment what real terror is go here it’s in english.

WHY WOULD YOU SOURCE THAT.

BECAUSE IM AN EVIL ASSHAT WIZARD THATS WHY

(Source: brixyfire)

ink-and-roses:

ahumblebard:

doxian:

I want a movie about a little girl, aged like 11-12, going through the stuggles of prepubescent girl life, with her entire inner monologue is narrated by Samuel L. Jackson.

Shot of disgruntled adorable little girl.

SLJ: I knew that Susie was a backstabbin’ motherfucker, and if anyone was going to ruin my chances of being Miss Sugar Drop Queen, it was that asshole. 

I didn’t know I needed this in my life until now.

This is never not funny

loryisunabletosupinate:

luxcryingalonewithdoritos:

tin-pan-ali:

gentleman-monster:

are you fUCKING KIDDING ME

I WAS WAITING FOR THIS GOD BLESS PACIFIC RIM

OH GOD PLEASE WATCH THIS

their second choice for a theme song

Played 59,887 times

tomkunokazaki:

Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt - Fallen Angels (ending) - piano cover

Now I feel better. 

I played this to escape the anxiety. 

Played 376,661 times

bechnokid:

peppermintbee:

hbreckel:

becauseicandrawbutts:

"A girl who uses her name as an eyepatch is insane for sure!"

Harime Nui’s BAMF theme music. JUST TRY AND LISTEN TO IT. Evil Christmas to all!

One of the coolest parts on the OST.

I don’t usually listen to a full anime track that’s posted on Tumblr, but this one really sucked me in. Such a beautiful, terrifying theme.

For those who don’t watch KLK and wonder why this adorable character has such a terrifying theme, you are in for an unpleasant surprise.

This track is absolutely beautiful in itself and I recommend you listen to it in its entirety, even if you don’t watch KLK.

This is absolutely my favorite part on the OST. Death metal Christmas music for all!

(Source: because-b)